Helena Alvarez

Mirror Mirror
On the wall
I’m telling you my secrets
Once and for all
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Bow your heads in silence
For one you never cared for
One you never Loved
One you neglected
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My thoughts are here
Then roam about
I just feel like screaming out
Screaming
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I walk into the room
But no ones looking
Like im not even there
But I am
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I stare at the mirror
Look at what I see
Searching for the beauty
Somewhere inside me
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I hate everything about you
I hate the way you smile
I hate the way you say “You loved me”
I hate the way you act like nothings wrong
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Black eyes
You cannot see
You cannot see the pain you caused me
It’s a wound that could never be healed
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All these things going through my head
Cannot understand
Whats being said
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I stare
Eyes blank, Empty
I seemed to be trapped
In A Dream it seems, trapped
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All alone
Shadows, casting its way around me
Silence, taking my breath away
Helpless, I cannot speak
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These walls are closing in
Though they arent there
Im still suffocating
My heartbeat is slowing
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Turing pale
Lifeless picture
Of what you used to be
Tears are welling up
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He’s screaming silent screams
For which you cannot hear
For which you cannot see his pain
His agony
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Drowning in my thoughts
Dying in my dreams
Hiding in the shadows
Hiding from the sun
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Living in these lies
Hearing all these cries
Wondering why
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Everything’s fading to black
All those memories are coming back
But as you hold my hand
And tell me everything’s gonna be ok
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You see the rain drip upon my face
Holding back the memories
I wish to erase
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I’ve been living in a dreadful dream
Soon hoped to be awakened
Im waiting
Still waiting
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Black rain
Black eyes
Black heart
Black cries
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Her Haunting face
Compatible to your disgrace
Getting sucked in
Like a whirlpool
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