Heather Rhoden

Alone without a cause.
Alone with no life.
Trying to kill her spirit
That is beginning to die inside.
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I'm lost in my feelings.
I'm lost in my life.
I'm lost in everything
Except my knife.
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I dwell in the shadows,
Barely alive.
Not knowing where to go,
Not knowing how to survive.
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Dreams turned to death,
Voice turned to tears,
Love made her forget,
Love ended her years.
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My feelings led me
To my own demise.
When I was hurt by you, ,
It was no surprise.
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Can I lock you in my heart
And throw away the key?
Will you hold me in your arms
And say you'll always love me?
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You helped me realize
All my fears.
You had a shoulder
For all my tears.
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A shooting star
Streaking across the sky,
When I saw it,
I made a wish of my desire.
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I want to feel the blade pushed deep.
I want my blood to run free.
I want to feel my soul fade.
I want my heart to melt away.
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Falling into the world.
Falling into death.
Falling into something new
That I haven't figured out yet.
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Swallowed up by fears.
Swallowed up by shadows.
I wish you were here
To take me home.
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Thoughts swirling in my head.
I've been down this road before.
It only leads to a dead end,
Leaving me to wander once more.
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How will I go on?
Go on when you leave?
You are my life.
You are the air I need.
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Empty and alone,
Lost and afraid.
I am scared to know
What comes with the day.
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Hope is close at hand.
I look into your eyes.
I can't seem to understand
Why I'm not afraid of the sight.
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I wish I had
My knife.
I wish I could
Take my life.
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With tears like the falling rain,
She grabs it,
But a thing she won't say
As she draws it across her skin.
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Slicing her wrists
To see the lines turn and twist.
Changed to a smile from a frown
As the blood drips down.
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Another restless night,
Another troubled sleep,
Where I'm never right
No matter how loud I'm screaming.
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I'm not sure on what to say,
I don't know what to do,
I had to drive you away,
I had to hide that I was confused.
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