chance topliss

im in a class room staring at her

im in a dream just thinking about her
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i soar through the sky
as happy as a man
can possibly be
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this gun i hold it is so deep
the barrel is four feet
this gun i hold it does not like me
it is to long to be able to hurt me
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you ever felt a strong energy rush into you

like a bolt of lighting catching a tree on fire
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how i know the pain of loss
it hurts you deep where no one can touch
why do we seek life and love
when we all know it shall be lost
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the moon is shining like morning mist on a white rose
the ocean is sparkling like a million white diamonds
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ready for death born for life i will soon be forgotten like all those before

all i know will soon begone
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morning is so sweet yet sad

you wake up tired and sad
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ever seen they daylight sky and just wanted to die
ever known the mornings coming and just had to sigh
ever wanted to isolate and try to hide
ever wanted to die and try not to cry
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the glory i once knew oh so well
the glory i trumped in and now have strayed from
i once heard people yell and scream for me
now i hear silence or booing at me
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like a lion protects its cubs
the power of its mighty jaws

the way a spider sacrifices itself
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we have faced this place

seen these faces
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my god has forsaken me

my people have turned from me
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like a wild man i can fight off ten men at once
like a wild man i could not be captured
then like a beautiful women you came along
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i see these men walk
i see these people talk
i wonder why i try to speak
i wonder why i try to live
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i have been forgotten
i am in a mist
waiting watching to return
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this life is hell
the only release is the real hell
no one can rise to the top
no one can rise at all
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for the love of god give me some mercy
for the love of god live in mercy
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life why do you run away from me

everytime i take a breathe you escape my grasp
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il always think of you
when the moon is out i will stare only knowing of you
when the night is gone il think of you
even if your not here il still be there for you
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