Cat Windham

Going on instinct, wanting to survive
you kill all people both low and high
you hide from sunlight for darkness is your only friend
you must survive no matter what until this war ends
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Worthless, Pitiful, and so Lonely
Cowardly, Stupid, and Woe is me
Sad, Dead, and Broken am I
For I have believed all the lies
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Behind this laughing smile and these happy eyes
Dwells another person who creates the lies
Behind this energy and the constant want to help
Lies a Miserable person, no more than a whelp
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Laying here gasping my last i think only of you
The true man behind the eyes so cold and cruel
Perfect and blameless you will always be
Yet you feel the need to torture yourself for eternity
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No light at the end of the tunnel, no way out of here
For at the end only lies more darkness and fear
There are no loved ones to hold and comfort you
Only emotional pain that tortures, it is true
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A fallen tear, a cry of fear
This is my cheer
An agonized cry, a child's plight
This is my sight
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What is love? A bittersweet fruit?
A cup of passion that is always full?
What is love? A tragic end?
A cruel fate that has befallen many?
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One of the Many who wish to die
One of the People who wait in vain
One of the Lovers none can care for
One of the Few who listen to others
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A life of bitter sweet happiness filled with pain and lust
Is one that is known by most
The thrill of the rush, the touch of a rough hand
Is all in the world that most understand
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My love for you is like a flame
For it glows brightest 'round you
but my flame is in love of your wind
for you dont have flame for even your friend
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so near to them yet the farthest away,
their breath you feel but so lonely anyway
through times of peril and times of happiness
you trusted them, no matter what kind of trouble, any mess
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