Carrol Hoffman

you left me
after everything i did for you
you left me here with pain thats unberable
you left me with wounds that wont heal with time
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the day we first met
i didnt think you liked me
i was so unsure of myself
the day i fianly asked you out
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the day i came home from college
it was the worst day of my life
i walked into our house
i saw blood everywhere
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i want to run away
i cant stand liveing here anymore
i cant stand this school
i cant stand these people
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lighting strikes in the distance
it's so dark
i cant see
where am i
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i wonder if you will let someone take my place when i leve
because you need love to light the shawdows of your heart
maybe someday i will get back to you
i just hope you find someone to love you
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why did you build me up to tear me down
why did you leve me
i thought i would never get through this
but today i got over you
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they think they're cool
they think they can smash your dreams
they think they can break your heart
with no consequences
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i loved it when you smiled
i loved how you made me feel like the only women in your life
i loved it when you laughed
i loved when you supported me
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i lay here crying
wishing you wouldnt have left
i keep wonderin what went wrong
was it my fault
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It is the last resort when your living in hell
no where to run
no where to hide
you try your best to get away but nothing works
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you left me here to die
you didnt see the tears i cried
you only thought of yourself
you didnt care anymore
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i say love
you say lies
you dont want to trust me
i don't understand
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i sit in the dark waiting
waiting on someone who will never come
my life was struck by so much loss, pain, and guilt
it all happened on one cold stormy night
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