The closest to God that I have ever been
Is when I truly fell in love with my cosmic twin
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I'm sorry lately I've been too concerned about myself
Nursing my wounded soul and heart back to health
I've been wondering endlessly whether you Love me or not
Overlooking all the signs in front, how quickly I forgot
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Sexually Saturated
Hopelessly Headstrong
Eternally Egotistical
Realistically Romantic
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The thrill of victory
and the agony of defeat
It happens every time
Men and women meet
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The Universe is chaotic
and I can't help it
People are fake
that's bullshit
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I'm insane
Evil clutters my brain
like a centrifuge
turning it to ooze
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I've decided to write a poem
about myself
Put it on paper
My enormous wealth
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Power is the destroyer
Success is the transformer
Love is the reason
the only true form of expression
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I have luck with women
My luck sucks with them
That's how I feel
Somehow real
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I always screw up
I never give up
It's fixation or fornication
of escapism from my life
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The worse you look the better off I feel
Only because my love is real
Guys out there like to beg and steal
Not my lady no deal
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The unknown such a mysterious word
Makes the word known sound absurd
It it exists he will know
then it the place where I want to go
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Over the hills far, far away
I used to drink there everyday
What was I thinking
was I out of control
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Relaxation is the key
Drinking makes it better
You can do whatever you want
perhaps write a letter
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Feelings potent till death
Feelings to your last breath
Feelings while your stoned
Feelings when your alone
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What you think makes who you are
Yet we all aren't that far
We'e all the same in a different way
from the heterosexual to the gay
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Six And Stick(Providence)
The closest to God that I have ever been
Is when I truly fell in love with my cosmic twin
Made me a better person wanting to obey the commandments
Feeling totally vulnerable with steadfast fears of abandonment
I know it doesn't sound like much fun describing it
But it's truly empowering not concerned how I most benefit
Surrendering to love isn't something you consciously do
Your mind falls your heart rises you're literally split into two
Truthfully it's a war that hurts to lose but feels like winning
Closer to God fulfilled knowing we're no longer sinning
It only happens to a very select few
A certain calling takes over you
A jealous trust stronger then faith
Knowing your on time even when late
Every fear you learn to appreciate
Imagine that appreciating fear
With the knowledge the end is no longer near
You are finally deservedly where you belong
With the one who gives meaning to love songs
The mundane is fun
When your with the one
Search is over The lottery is won
No more games Your done
Every day you grow closer
To them to God to the altar
Chemistry off the charts
Inner circuitry wired for 2 hearts
They actually synchronize
Heaven on Earth you realize
This is so rare cuz it takes mirror siamese twins
Body and souls separated before conception
Living parallel lives until the process begins
Melded back together at introduction
Preparing since inception chemical combustion
A relationship that gets stronger each day
questioned like no tomorrow
All others slowly fade away
no past no regrets no sorrow
Giving and receiving no distinction
No thanks necessary
Personal happiness an illusion
Building a legacy
All that matter is our fusion
The final eulogy
Never a bad decision
Never complacency
Male and female intuition
Sacred Divinity
True love annihilates the notion of self mastery
Impossible to turn off no matter how crazy
Contrary to scientific evidence
What takes over is providence
No longer in control you are selfless
Able to respond no matter how powerless
Absorbed by its Holy Spirit forever overjoyed
Being weak and helpless without feeling any void
Not much else to really say or prove
It's not that I love but I am you