Andrew Olson

my life was once great
things were easy for me and going good
i had a lot to live for
i once had a lot of friends
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some days i just wish that i could run and hide
no matter where i go it seems like the only way out is suicide
my life doesn't seem worth all of this pain and suffering
i don't want to be here anymore, nobody can help me,
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they expected the best from me
they expected me to succeed
they expected me to win
they said they wanted what was best for me
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it eats my insides, especially my heart
for i have no need for it when there is no one apart of me
destroy my lungs for i have no need for air
for im tired of living in my life of despair
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Running, running to catch up,
running as hard as i can
But I’m never fast enough,
Always left behind,
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Running, all the time I'm running.
I never stop to think what I'm running from or where I'm running to,
I just run, its what i do.
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It' late at night, I cant sleep
So many thoughts run through my mind
The dreadful silence makes me shiver
The darkness also sends a quiver
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my life was like this one marathon i ran

the beginning was smooth and easy
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life is fragile like a baby bird
hold it too tight and it will be squeezed to death
and lost forever
hold it too loose and it will fly away
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my feet hit the pavement,
but i dont feel it,
i hear the tears,
but i dont feel them fall,
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my parents love me their son
my parents dont want me, their gay son

my dad loves me, his athlete
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They say the power of a smile can cure a broke heart
But to me it's not the same since the day we broke it off
And tell me why i can't get you out my mind
And after every love song i keep hittin rewind
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i love you boy but boy you love me back?
is it meant to be or just a fantasy?
and i wanna know now because time is wasting
and i gotta be with you every time and place and
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How can a little boy dream if hes all alone
How can he ever get the chance to even try on his own
If he receives no hope and its like nobody believes
In any one his of goals or any one of his dreams
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How can I describe everything that I feel,
All I can really say is that he's the real deal,
Yes I may be young, but I know what love is,
Love is me and you, and I now see this,
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When we first met, i didn't know your name
but I wish i knew what kinda guy you were
Then i wouldn't have waited so long to ask you to be my love
For your everything I need and everything i lust
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The quake has come and the damage as been done
and now the streets are blocked so there's no place to run.
I'm looking for help and I'm wondering where to go
I can't seem to find a way to get out of this hole
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my parents said they love me,
they would love me no matter what
i know that they love me, their son
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Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
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Telling the truth has made me feel better,
But now I'm confused and under the weather.
Maybe if I can block it all out-
But the lies always make me scream and shout.
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