zion anisius

When I fell in love with you, I fell in love with your flaws not your perfection.
I fell in love with your personality not for your looks.
I fell in love with your smile, your laugh, but yet I fell deeper in love with your fears, your pain, your moody days and your lost soul.
I fell in love with your humble heart, your silent thoughts and you're never ending talks.
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I hide my feelings,
eyes full of tears, No
I dont want to tell the reasons
I'll keep it to myself.
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That day you left me was unpredicted, while I was waiting to hear from you, your silence became the answer to all questions.

You left me with the dust of memories, the tune of songs you played me to the jokes you said to make me laugh.
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The memories of you still linger around my soul,
Every word we shared echoes my heart back to you
If I ever to forget you,
In the name of love, I would struggle myself out
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My tears, can you please go away?
You have caused me trouble more than enough.
Why do you have to keep bothering me all the time?
Why can't I hide you away whenever I am hurt?
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Want to shatter down this darkness infront of my eyes
just to see the light behind it.
Want to shatter this emptiness with in me
just to feel alive once again.
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Ill be the wind, the wind that soothes your soul to bring a smile upon,
ill be the wind which bends away from the mountain tops, ill adjust my sails just to get where you are.

Ill be the wind that cross the deepest oceans kissing the waters just to burn down the fire in your heart.
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My weary eyes wide open stuck in the moment, drowning in silence,
Zoomed into the shattering pieces of my heart
As darkened clouds surrounds me with fear,
Tears run down my cheeks.
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Sing me a lullaby to fall asleep at night, a peaceful journey to the unheard silence.
Lullaby as calm as a hymn yet as loud as a thunder strike for my heart is not at rest tonight.

Sing me a lullaby of life, something as bitter as a melon yet as sweet as sugar.
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Write it on a paper if you can't read it out to me
I'll be your voice when you scream out in silence.
Pour your heart to me, trust me nothing will change the love I have for you.
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The night is my getaway from the daylight chaos, but one thing follows me deeper into the night and that is the feeling of numbness and depression.

With eyes stuck in the moment I drown in my beautifully broken thoughts just to find answers to thousands of questions beneath this soul.
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As the night falls, the wind turns colder, the sky turns darker and the whole ground takes a different formation, while the silence takes its appearance in vivid picture.

The shadows leap out; the trees appear as distant as the branches come alive and the roots beneath the murky brown soil start walking.
The cold wind entangles you, to the core of your heart.
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