Tonya Kincheloe

I can't be what everyone wants me to be.
Everything I do is just another mistake.
Ican't make anyone happy or proud.
I only make them mad and dissappointed.
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I cut my wrist.
I feel the pain.
I feel the warmth.
I told you how I felt.
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I need pain
a knife against my wrist
is not enough
well it's pain,
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i want to die
dont ask me why
i can not say
i cant go away
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I see him.
He sees me.
He is leaving.
We knew our fate.
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I see the rain.
I feel the pain.
I'm going insane.
Not using cocaine.
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I want to show you my wrist.
But you'll just turn away.
You can't see the blood on my shirt.
Because you don't care anymore.
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My love isn't here.
My love isn't near.
I'm going to die alone.
I feel so lonely.
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I sit in the shadows.
There I can't hurt anyone.
But everyone hurts me.
I watch everyone else find love.
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You said you loved me.
But you didnt act like it.
You knew my heart was black.
Yet you stabbed it.
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When his arms are around me.
I feel warm and safe.
When his eyes are locked with mine.
I feel like I can fly.
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They tell me I have to feel something.
But I feel nothing.
They tell me I have to show emotion.
But I have no emotion left to show.
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I cried when we fought.
I cried when you was mad at me.
I cried when you first said you loved me.
I cried when you was hurt.
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My grandpa is a cowboy.
My grandpa is cool.
My grandpa is always there for me.
My grandpa is a good teacher.
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My knife is my friend.
My knife understands.
My knife doesn't push me away.
My knife listens.
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Love isn't easy.
For me to find.
I'm feeling queasy.
Which makes me blind.
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Everyone wishes
Upon a star.
But their wishes
Consist of good things
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How much pain can one handle.
How much anger can one hold back.
How much violence can one take.
How much sadness can one hide.
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I talk.
Iscream.
I cry.
But no one hears me.
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Boyfriend mad
Tried stop
Can't stop
Blood thirsty
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