Captain Tyin Knots

It lives deep inside me every single day
It wants out, but I must block the way
It feeds on my agony and my pain
It pumps into and out of my veins
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I know the real you
The one you hide from your peers
I know you get enjoyment
From people shedding tears
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I'm standing here looking around
I cannont clear my minds apparatus
I only have one eye open
I cannot escape this painful status
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I'll come in to your home
And take all of your possessions
I'll be the only thing you love
You'll have no other obsessions
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A shimmer from
Beyond, sparkles in the
Clear, but yet
Dark sky
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Remember the good days?
We were just kids
We fought all the time
But were always good friends
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The old man looks on
He stares at the walls
The lights are bright
With no one in the halls
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You know, they say thou shalt not steal
And thou shalt not kill
But everything that seemed fictional
Has now become real
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You can't derail a train
Which never had a track
You can't phase a man
Whose love will always lack
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I'm like the darkness
I have no soul
I'm like a heart
With a big hole
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This pain will not leave
I have it everyday
I cannot escape it
For there is no other way
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Convulsions in my head
Hard to stop worrying
Confused and all alone
Not sure how to feel
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I sink my teeth into my lips
And the ache slowly fades away
All my pain has turned to hate
The whole twilight has turned to gray
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Can you see the problem?
Or is your vision just too blurry
Morals are shot down,
As you sink in a hurry
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