The Little Wise Doll

I look out my window down to the streets
Dark silhouettes of trees outline dusky lights
Cars pass by quick and slow
I look up to see the dark night sky
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I can't seem to stop holding on
Throughout these years it still feels strong
The pull of something more than I think
This feeling scares me
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Rain drops, rain drops
Falling on my head
Four little birds
Are sitting on my bed.
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Once upon a time
There was a girl so sickly sweet,
And one day she couldn't take it
So she hung herself at their feet.
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Is this how it's going to be
Is this how it's going to end
Am I really going to be left here
Bleeding in the sand
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The little twinkle, sparkle, and shine
That I had in my eyes when you were mine
It gave me life
It gave me joy
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Today I cried
I cried a lot
I cried until my eyes became bloodshot
I tried to take it
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Why is this building up inside of me?
This animosity, it will not stop.
I guess I shant forget,
What I cast away as not.
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Seems that everything has changed
It seems now it's all over
That we have both moved on in life
And found a different shoulder
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What do you want from me?
What should I do?
If you keep talking about the trust
That I have lost from you.
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Memories of pain
Torture, suffering, and relief
May not be viewed
Unless you hide where I seek
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From the life of the living
Comes the breath of the dead.
Fragile and frail
All until it fails.
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What would happen if I didn't feel anything
If i didn't feel the pain
The happiness or sadness
That came from lose or gain
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Every little note speaks so loud
Every rhythm speaks wonders
But my heart follows no patterns
No music sheet controls it; s beat
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My smile does not reach my eyes
If you think it does look to the skies
Now look down again and I am no more
Because you could not see past that door
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Death is my desire
A beautiful fate
Which can be brought upon yourself
Or by others in the wake
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