Suicidal Happiness Poems
Angels Hair And My Noose
Angels fall and babies cry
Walking around mindlessly insane and I don't know why
My vision of ecstasy is only you
That happiness that I've never had leaves me hopeless to
One week has passed and I feel pathetic, frustrated and somewhat insane
You made me think I could be beautiful what a horrible lie something so vein
My veins have been cut and my bruises made
But at your feet I fall and down goes my cascade
I promise to you that I will get better
But believe me when I say it's only getting harder
The thorn in my tights and my suicidal dream
Life is ...
Leave me alone, so dead, so cold.
I’m so young but my perceptions are old
I believe in self-righteous suicide
I believe that I will never be alright
I’m ok that I’m destined for death
I’m worst at what I do best.
I wait for my moment of pure happiness
I don’t care if I will never pass a ‘worthy for life’ test
I’m silent and content as I wait to die