Scentless Apprentice

City of Idiots,
mindless self, repeat the rush
city of Idiots,
I try to forget,
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the poems I wrote for you,
the songs I made,
thinking and even praying was all I could do.
Hoping to see your face.
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oh my love so sweet and pure,
you think I am the antidote,
But I am merely a drug to put a smile on your face,
oh merely the drug to keep up the pace.
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Dont you care what they say?
Dont care what they say!
Call me and they'll be another prey,
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I tell her that I'll miss her so,
then I look into her eyes,
they beg me please don't go.
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Depressive poetry,
no one can see,
where the problem lies,
I am sick of beeing me,
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I sit here I'm on the train,
everywhere I look I see lovers all around,
I feel so good because I got you,
Yet I make no sound,
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toxic thaughts,
my mind is on the blink,
welcome feelings
you know what I think.
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People say that love is a game,
leanr how to love, it aint about fame.

Sometimes you feel like you have found the one,
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you cant picture what woulde be,
If we would live in eternity,
I'm despratly in need,
of my mothers hand, in a welcome land,
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fear makes me feel strange,
creeping death, the rape of my mind,
even the long shot was out of range,
leaving nothing behind,
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I cried,
I laughed,
I saw you smile,
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tears in my eyes,
I can't swallow,
the music and the empty voice,
I can hear you breath trough the music
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miss you around,
I call your name,
knowing there wont be a sound,
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you were my strength,
my hero,
nothing will replace,
you wont be forgotten,
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so,
here you are,
you are ill,
all those fights,
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She said such pretty eyes,
So much sorrow,
Wish there was happyness to borrow,
A smile,
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she like a fairy,
looks like an angel
Don't need to tell her,
It seems so scary,
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I had no words left to say,
cause I told you all I know,
I was so affraid when I was meeting you that day,
Thinking of stuff on the train,
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I' am falling,
Just free falling,
falling in love with you...
please awnser the phone I am calling.
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