sandra lagos

My eyes are red and swollen from the tears that I have cried
And I can't seem t forget my failures even though I have tried
I'm falling deeper and deeper into this hole that was my heart
And all the thoughts and memories of you are tearing me apart
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Help is weak, help is gone
Help is meaningless when you're alone
Darkness comes takes me away
And from the light it makes me stray
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Just like a moth to a burning hot flame
My heart starts to flutter when I hear your name
You brighten my sky like my personal sunshine
Like you there's no other you're one of a kind
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As quickly as you came you now disappear
This from the beginning to me was very clear
What does seem very foggy is the reason for the trick
When earlier to declare you loved me you were very quick
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Twisted in the memories of my disease
While my tears fall down like autumn leafs
Holding on to the love that I once had
Makes it hard not to feel unbelievably sad
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I'm Empty And Lonely
With No One Beside Me
No One To Hold Me
No One To Hide Me
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Ticking, ticking are the hands on the clock
I haven't moved an inch from my dark and lonely spot
Where I sit lamenting on this torturous pain
That has me questioning if I would still pass for sane
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Dying used to be a scary thought,
A far away event
But now I have a broken heart,
Dying would seem heaven sent
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Traces of the laughter I once held
And now from my heart, by you is compelled
From my soul tears fall, enough to fill rivers
Each one hurting more, like millions of slivers
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Blood that drips, makes me see red as sanity slips
No more time, waited for something that never came.....a sign
No hope salvaged, now my cuts I cannot bandage
Now I have pain, that's like taking a sledgehammer to the brain
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Movement, madness messes morbidly mixing my mind

So say sadly sauntering somewhere, 'sickness, sitting, soft'
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I don't want to breath,
I don't want to think,
I don't want to be,
I have reached the brink.
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Tell me it's the end of the world and I won't even blink,
but tell me that you're leaving and I can't even think.
Take the breath away from me it wouldn't hurt half as bad,
as you taking with you every beautiful memory I had.
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