Rose Bloodthorn

I can see the fire in peoples eyes but 
I'm the ashes left behind 
then I Hear the air whispers words of dispair 
But the earth that quakes shakes me down
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I'm tired of your lies 
Yes your voice weakens me
You criticize me 
And all you say is your being honest
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Old memories of my past lingers back
Bringing tears to my eyes 
I just can't stand anymore lies
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I am tired of living in a world were my voice does not exsist and i am a ghost... 
'exscuse me? ' i would ask, but the person would walk right through me 
Scream and shout no one will listen
They do not care that my story is invisible...
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His smile makes the butterflies flutter 
When I talk to him my voice starts to stutter
What am I to him?
Just a friend?
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Sourounded by darkness
I'm living a life of loneliness and pain 
I feel as though in this life I have nothing to gain
I thought you were the key
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I am sourounded by darkness 
I don't beleive that
I can do anything in the world
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