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You know i can sit here and just cry for hours, then completely turn around and put a smile on face and act like nothing is wrong as if i was to be Imperfectly Perfect, yes i am someone different we all have our ways of doing things and life is a prime example, i didnt choose to be on this world HE did., do you understand that? I was placed in DCFS when i was turning 11 years old, my mother is a ALCOHOLIC something that is so hard to admit because you would never think such a beautiful thing would be such disease? right? thats how i felt. i have 2 younger sisters and a brother, and oh only god knows how much i love them its been years since i seen my precious siblings, when i got in the system things were hard to comprehend but as time went by i realized that things happend for a reason... you may think what happend to you was your fault, and i used to think that when i was young, but deep down inside you were only a victim to whatever situation you were in... i am currently 16 years old and ive been through hell and back.. when i was 13 i got pregnant with my first baby and her name is Aiyanah Promise and when i say this was the most beautiful thing in the world i mean she was a gorgeous angel, when i was 14 my daughter died she was only 2months... sad isnt it? i try not cry, but how not cry if that was a part of me? my baby nick name is 'Yanii' you may be saying why is she saying 'is' if she is dead when something like this happens its not emotionally gone but physically she will never be there... so i just want to inspire to poeple to read my poerty and read a little about me learn a bit of lifes lessons..)

The Best Poem Of rachel escarcega

' You '

you dont own me,
you dont care,
you never noticed me,
you wouldnt cry if i was to be dead cold a bare,
you dont know me,
you never tried to understand,
try to understand what he had palnned for futures hands,
you will never know what it was for me to learn,
water spilling over, he said your time of fire has burned,
my plate is over filled, he said my time to eat has become,
my mind was lost, he said my time for thinking has just started,
you will never see what life has truelly departed.

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