' I'M Only ' Poem by rachel escarcega

i'm only 16 dont you see,
i'm only a baby deep inside yearning for that little girl to come back,
i'm only lost looking for you will always is my main task,
i'm only hurting trying to blindly see,
i'm trying to see something that never exsisted,
maybe a ghost called happiness,
a spirit called hope,
something so spiritual,
i'm only searching in the deep blue skys for that one me,
the one me i can seem to find,
and still wondering... did he make any of them like my kind.?
i'm only seeking,
as my painful drought is leaking,
i'm only in search of a heaven,
a heaven so bright,
i'm only saying what i feel,
is that a problem to let what is bothering me REAL.?
i'm only ME....