putri indri astuti

when i was a kid,
everything was seem very simple
happy and cry just for a while, never too deep
never pretend what i feel
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we cant always understand
we cant always pretend
we cant always hide
we cant always see
we cant always feel
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it is ok to be weird sometimes
we cant be normal all the time
it is ok to follow the flow
no need to fight every time
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i breathe, i run, i jump
my heart is beated
my brain is thinking
but why i cant feel myself?
am i still alive?
or i already die?
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u
always who i think about
always change what i feel
i have more life
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sometimes u feel so useless
everyone also
sometimes u feel no one care and understand what u feel
everyone feel the same
never stop to do ''the right'' things
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wrong if i always think that u like me, even love me
wrong if i always care about u and think about u
wrong if in every pray i always say your name and about us
wrong if i keep believing i'm ok and smile
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I try to be the one you loved
Eventough I hate it
Change my style
Change everything that i like
I do it for you
Just for you
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I am scared of this life
I am scared I will make mistakes again
I am scared make a choice, I have no ability to predict the future
I am scared to say words, people often blame and judge
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