Is This Grow Up? ? ? Poem by putri indri astuti

when i was a kid,
everything was seem very simple
happy and cry just for a while, never too deep
never pretend what i feel
just be myself
but almost 23 years is passed
still be a child sometimes
but everthing is different
complicated
is this the feeling of growing up? ?
think a lot
single fighter
up and down
frustated
work, life, love, people, money

sometimes use a mask to hide myself
say B even i feel A
yes, i have already made all of that simple
do one by one
let it go by the flow
enjoy all things
but still
stones everywhere, i can dropp and bleed
is this grow up?

sometimes i wish i just a little kid forever