Worrying Feeling Poem by Jenny Bevan

still this worrying feeling
like a storm deep inside
continues to make me wonder
am i what you desire?
do i really make you happy
or do you smile just to please?
does the touch from my hand
cause the butterflies it did before
or is there nothing but a space?
does the smell of my perfume on
your bed covers draw a smile in the night
or does it linger there no more?
i want to ask you honest as the stars
but my fears hold me back
don't tell me that you love me
say nothing and show me.