World Of Darkness Poem by Ken Suh

Waking up to a dark dreary world
the drug is in affect
My head has gone off
where is this place?


Darkness all darkness
none can see through
No bliss, no happiness
love? where are you?


Walking.......walking on and on
no beginning, no end
The drug is still strong
where am I going?


Powerless I feel
something missing, all black
I hear nothing, nothing at all
but a tiny faint voice


Eating.....eating, nothingness
its strange because I chew
The drug is weakening
what am I eating?


Darkness all darkness
none can see through
No bliss, no happiness
My life? where are you?


feeling.....feeling, emptiness
I can never, will never fathom
The drug has lost its edge
how do I feel?


The voice is getting stronger, stronger every moment
my breath is short, my heart has a flame
the blackness disappears
my love, life, appears


holding....holding everything
everything with meaning in my heart
Holding you, my life, love itself
never shall we part


Lovingly, I look at her face, a pale color white
something hit my heart......I cried
my hope, my only love has gone
has died


then suddenly............


Darkness all darkness
none can see through
no bliss, no happiness
Love! where have you gone!


Pain......pain, has caught my soul
has cut my arms, my legs
but no, the pain can never cease
till I lay down.......dead


Death.......death is all I feel
the poison in my hand
all I need to do is drink, and sleep
forever, leaving my nightmare land