Natalie Beers

I feel so alone,
locked up in my mind.
No one can find me here,
but no one has even tried.
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This is also originally a song I wrote.

I'm lookin' around.
I'm not sure whats going on with me.
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I thought I was alone,
I thought no one cared.
Then I realized you were by my side.
You had always been there
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I welcome the darkness,
I'll take it as it comes.
It swallows me up whole,
and helps me understand better.
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Why do I miss him?
Why can't I get him out of my mind?
Why do I always think about him,
never a moment to myself?
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I can't describe my love for you.
My love for is too big,
too overflowing to describe.
You are the man of my dreams,
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I was broken beyond repair.
I never thought I would love again,
I thought I would only hate.
Hate the next guy that came into my life,
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I hear only silence around me.
Nothing is the only thing I see.
He left,
he left without a word.
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I'm not committing suicide or thinking about it! I could never do that to me or my family!

When it came to you,
I always held on to every word you said.
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She looks up at me with beautiful blue eyes.
She holds her arms out to me.
She smiles that wide smile,
even though she only has 8 teeth.
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There was no easy part of getting over you.
Your smile,
always radiant.
Your eyes,
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You just wanted a play thing,
you just wanted a toy.
How was I suppose to know that?
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You say you want to marry me,
you say you want five kids.
You always give me what I want
and you don't let me lift a finger.
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I feel so naked around you.
You knocked my walls down,
now I feel renewed.
After so many years of building,
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This is originally a song I wrote but I changed it a bit to be a poem.

I have a secret,
I've held it in for years.
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This was also originally a song I wrote. I changed it around a little.

One cold night long ago
you asked me to meet you here so I did
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This was also originally a song I wrote.

I came home from school today,
I heard the yelling from a mile away.
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