With This Mistrust Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

With this mistrust
Friday,17th May 2019

I shall not forget
and let
others ride on my wishes
I shall keep them inches away

I have no forgetful memory
to feel sorry
and keep down the head
not to read your malice intentions

I refuse to be cowed down
and make it not known
what I have in the mind
and keep you in the dark not to find

I have suffered
but no more, I shall offer
the way you want me to alter
in the near future

we have parted
and departed from an earlier commitment
that life shall never separate us
but it has turned into reality with this mistrust

Hasmukh Mehta