Why Does It Hurt? ? Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I hate you so much,
So why do i still have tears?
i'm not scared of anything,
but you are my biggest fear!
i told myself you cant hurt me again,
So why do i feel so much pain?
i can't even bring myself to call you mum,
So why when i think of you does my heart go numb?
i hate the thought of looking at you,
So why do i stare at your pictures until i feel blue?
i look uo at the sky on a sunny day,
So why is it all i see is grey?
i can't think about the 'good times',
in my head i only see you walk away,
i wish i hadnt been the one who knew,
So why does my heart just ache for you?
i don't want to hear anything you have got to say,
i just wish you hadn't walked away!