Emma Jane Rae

Do you think,
it's ok to give these commands?
Do you think,
it's acceptable to make,
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My eyes feel so heavy,
from a distinct lack of sleep,
i get in bed lay as still as a corpse,
then i feel my eyes begin to weep,
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Weeping willow with your tears running down,
why do you always weep and frown?
is it because he left you one day?
is it because he couldnt not stay?
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Under the mask,
theres just a little girl,
so frightened, so scared,
so unprepared,
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You were my strenght,
when i was weak,
you were my voice,
when i couldn't speak,
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Have you ever felt betrayed?
by those you thought you loved?
it really hurts even more so,
coz they didnt give a stuff,
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A year ago today,
you turned your back,
and walked away,
i can't get over it,
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* A poem i found on the internet it sends shivers down my spine *

I went to a party, mom,
and remembered what you said,
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id do anything to see your grinning face,
in seconds your life was took away,
such a shame, such a waste,
ill never forget that phonecall,
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this is about all gun crime that goes on around us:

Bang Bang,
1 bullet, your head! ,
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Things were so good at the start,
then you changed,
didnt act so smart,
you didnt let me breathe,
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Everything you sense through sight,
you only percieve in black and white,
everything that people have got to say,
you ignore them completely-you walk away,
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I know you ant rid of me,
i can feel it in my heart,
you don't love me like you used to,
like you did at the start,
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i feel part of me is missing,
like a chunk out of my life,
maybe it's where you,
mutilated my heart with a carving knife,
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My little christmas,
with Dad, sister and Brother,
another christmas passes,
still without my mother,
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If i want your opinions or advice,
i'll ask,
your sad and pathetic,
and it makes me laugh,
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I'm tired of feeling,
this way about you,
if only it had been a dream,
then none of this would be true,
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At 19 years old,
you had your whole life to live,
you were always happy,
no matter who you spent time with,
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you wore her down,
to a shadow of who she was,
she no longer laughs,
she no longer smiles,
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My angers still there,
its been building up inside,
do i step up or stand to the side,
which way should i turn?
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