Why Poem by shzavia hill

I gave my heart, I gave my soul i thought you had my back
I tried to stay with you and hoped that we could get on track
But its like every problem looked at us and said attack
I tried to make it right,
But we just kept the fights up
Now tell me why continue putting my love to such misuse
Maybe i blame you for all the problems, but for goodness sakes
Falling in love with you was my only mistake
I loved your smile, I loved your kindness and your wild hair
Your goofy laugh, your good advice and how you're always there
Your brave heart
You were my main part
But you just ditched me
Left me in black dark