Where I Am Poem by Kirsten Gray

this place of my life i am in
is filled with stupidity and sin
although you can't tell, i'm in pain
and trying oh so hard not to go insane
sometimes it seems death is the only way out
and my soul is always filled with doubt
but i know no way to get out of this mess
i burn and cut to relieve the stress
I'm afraid i will make a deadly mistake
and this thin line i walk will finally break
i am slowly fading away
and i think almost everyday
that this day might be my last
i'm trying to put these thoughts in the past
to you it mihgt seem like i'm just a shell
and it's cuz i live in my own personal hell
i now belong to the eternally damned
want to break free, dont know if i can...