What Love Is This? Poem by Ashley Wade

Love is just a toool,
Battered abd abused,
A simple form of magic.
With a stamp on my broken heart labled:
TRAGIC
To you it's just a toy,
But it was everything to me.
Thanks to you the only love I need,
Is the love given by my family.
I'll never know a strangers love,
Thanks to the imperfection
You left apon my heart,
A mark saying you soully own me.
What kind of love is this?
That I'm scared to go to sleep at night....
As I stare at my ceilling
And count how many shadows
Surround me, telling me that I'm no good...
When the rain pours,
It sounds like thousands of voices
Whispering in the distance.
They say you're always watching...
Why can't you let me be...
Leave me in peace!
What did I do to deserve this from you?
What love is this?