What I Want From You Is... Poem by Winifred Whi

I drank apple soda pop as if its a ginger brandy,
The whole world around me is fake
as well as illusion from one's fantasy

Im acting like a fool as if Im someone who doesnt look like me,
Disguise myself do not hurt from a outer space

Sometimes I drank real hardness without hesitation,
as if its not a big deal
so brave enough to show myself to the others
I whisper myself the magic spells that I once heard from a fairy tale
scattered moondust to the openwide world out there

Sometimes I came back to myself
as if its the one last chance that I have to be real
that I once dreamed before

Two fakeness vice versa Two truthness...
What are the difference between both of them?

Im so capricious without way settling
But Im still forever being yours
The onething that I want from you is
to help myself
always to be real

I need your warm cheer to be real
I need your warm hug to standstill in happiness
I need your warm soul to cultivate our dream
There will be no regret..only exist true contentment

If you love me, hold me tight and pay attention to what I want from you
Before our dream is fade away
We have to believe in ourselves
As if its the one last love till the final breathe