What Have I Done? (2003) Poem by David Joel Rodriguez

I have now really confused myself.
I can't think for what I have done.
Yes, I am the bad guy right now.
I Love you more than life itself.
Don't know where my mind departed.
I'm permanently feeling kind of down.
You are my one and only fix.
I want to begin from the start.
I don't want anymore conflicts.
I just don't have a clue how to commence.
I wish I could see you to set things straight.
Now I have turned into a person you hate.