What Happened To Me Poem by Jessie Lee

My hearts confused
My lifes a mess
What do I do?
Cant think
I lay here feeling like trash
Crying
Till I run dry
This isnt right
This isnt how I want to live my life
I want to be loved for me
not only for what you see
I want to be respected
not only by others
but by myself to
over the months I lost myself
Lost control of my life
Bring me back to the days when my life was sane
although i know things will never be the same again