Wasted Poem by Ana Podarevska

How can you look into her mind
And know just how to lie?
Leaving her bled and breathless,
Numb,
Yet she tries and tries.
Who let you so far in the lead,
Since it is just a game?
She's fallen long ago,
She fell with so much shame...

I don't even know why I try
I am so sore on the inside
I don't know why I stay
But I do know the way,
The way to waste another day.

I've fallen long ago,
I fell with so much shame.