Unaware Of Anxiety Poem by Loraine Lotter

Not aware of anyone,
glancing down my way.
I'm dancing to the music,
the feeling hard to say.

A strange sort of happiness,
running through my veins,
but yet powerful emotions,
going through my brain.

The cause of taking it,
just unbearable to me.
Still I'm being absent-minded,
and unbelievably happy.

The lights flashing crazy,
Playing games with my mind.
The music so alluring,
Leaving myself behind.

One little pill can't hurt.
It kept going through my head.
But to collapse with no warning,
could have turned me up dead.

Why I didn't listen,
I think I'll never know
But the truth is in the open,
and the pain with never go.