Two People In One Poem by domeh guerriero

Ever thought you had two people in one?
One was controlling your thoughts, while the other was not?
That you have the devil that’s half a part of you.
While the other half is confused, not knowing what to do.

One side is telling you “you’re worthless, and unwanted”
And the other is telling you “Don’t listen, you’re worth it”
Thinking at night, which one is right?
Confusing my thoughts, corrupting my mind..

Then I think to yourself “I’m happy I’m me”
And I turn around and say “What am i supposed to be? ”
Looking in the mirror puzzled and confused.
Trying to find the girl I once knew.

But something tells me, that girl I knew is gone.
And a new girl has taking over, forever and on.
I convince myself, but nothing is working.
It’s like my thoughts were taking away, thoughtless, unworthy.

Day after day, I think to myself
“What’s happening to me? ” My thoughts they can’t tell.
But there’s always something that keeps me going
that empties my mind, when it’s overflowing

It’s something around me
Words can’t describe.
What’s taken over me?
What do I have left inside?

As I lay there speechless, thoughtless and not moving.
I think to myself “What the hell have I been doing? ”
Convincing myself, that there was two people inside me.
But that’s what happens when your mind start unwinding..