Torn Poem by Marcquiese Burrell

Feelings would erupt
And unexpectedly
Divided into two
Conflicted, so confused
Not understanding
How something like this
Could ever really be possible
Analyzing the situation
Solving it like a math equation
Yet still, i haven't come up with the answer
Does my past carry the resolution
To what my present can't find a solution to?
On one hand, my heart knows, my heart knows
How it is to feel such an emotion
That would leave me feeling open
Right now, i am vulnerable
And it scares me
The fear comes from the lack of understanding
From whence this feeling came
Why here? Why now? Why? !
Simply trying to come to terms
With what my heart feels
And as i fight internally
Keeping things under control
Feeling myself surrender each day
Overcome by a desire
The desire to feel the fire
That resonates within two people
Who often grow as one
But here's where the problem lies
You see, i have fallen
Fallen in love with not one
But two, and it simply has me confused
What do i do?
How do i choose?
Eventually, time will reveal this truth