Too Hard To Explain Poem by Noren Bagundol

Traitor as it is,
My tears just shed,
Finding a reason,
For that sudden deed.

Clueless as I was,
I never got the hint,
Of the sudden pain I felt,
Just by this unknown hurt.

What act had I committed?
How fool am I to cry?
When was the time you came?
Why such emotion I released?

In my deep being,
Something wrong is present,
But too damn to admit,
I'll be better a denial queen.

All I did is just protecting,
Myself to be exposed,
From another pain,
For I just can't handle it.

Maybe better in paper,
Maybe better in pen,
This unknown feeling,
Of an unfortunate queen.