This Isn'T Good Poem by Marcquiese Burrell

AFTER BEING BLIND I OPENNED MY EYES
EXPERIENCED THE PAIN OF YOU CHEATING
JUST KISSED ME BYE THAN LEFT THE HOUSE
SAID YOU'D BE BACK FROM AN IMPORTANT RUN
I THINK ABOUT LAST NIGHT WHEN I RECEIVED THAT PHONE CALL
FOUND OUT ALL ALONG YOU HAD DECEIVED ME
FEELING LIKE A FOOL FILLED MY HEART WITH PAIN
AS WATER FILLS MY EYES
A HATE AWAKENED INSIDE OF ME
TRY AND REMAIN CALM
TO CONFRONT YOU AS SOON AS YOU RETURNED
WHAT'S GOING ON? WHAT'S HAPPENING TO US?
YOU PROMISED ME LOVE, AND TO TREAT ME GOOD
NEVER AGAIN, WILL I BE SO DUMB
CUT INTO ME DEEP THAT I LOST ABOUT ENOUGH BLOOD
WHAT I FELT FOR YOU, I FEEL NO MORE
WHEN I HEAR YOU SAY, I LOVE YOU BABY
AND I FEEL YOUR WORDS AREN'T THE TRUTH
WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO ANYTHING YOU SAY
YOU HAD NO LOVE FOR ME, YOU LED ME TO BELIEVE
NOW YOU APOLOGIZE, NO REALLY I'M THE ONE WHOSE SORRY
FOR GIVEN YOU A CHANCE WHEN NO ONE WOULD
THIS ISN'T GOOD