The Unsaid And Otherwise Poem by Eman Awad

I know that we may not end together,
i know that life may take us in different ways.
And i know that you've my heart forever,
it's beats for your name and it will always..
So many things that were said by your eyes,
and so many feelings in many words unsaid.
Love is what kept us together and no otherwise,
so you should never get a doubt in your head.
And i know that we went more beyond love,
it's those unsaid words between our loving hearts.
Even if we were through, i know i had enough,
of all the beautiful feelings and the increadible starts.
You are the brightest light in the darkest sky,
and am i a star that reflected your lights divinely?
Have you ever felt what's between you and i,
that thing that may take us through till eternity?
Life is unfair and who dares to defy it's gale?
but i know that if destiny had mercy on us, we'll be fine.
Who couldn't live after some love that failed,
except you and me, that we were so out of time? ?
Maybe we won't end with our end,
but some thing undescribable inside us will die.
It's that thing that makes most people pretend,
walking around faking the fact that they'll cry.
That thing that was aching me,
the very day we said goodbye for the final time.
I was wondering how my life would be,
how will i live and how will my poems ryhme?
But i lived and my poems were ryhmed,
still there is only me who knows it's the otherwise.
I was faking it and my pain was untimed,
i was aching when i remember and when i'm not,
i knew back then that i started to make up lies...
But i had dignity and i refused to let go,
i rathered to be on my own than to experience pain.
I respected my self more but i missed you so,
dying to see you, hoping that this feeling won't remain.
It's that unsaid feeling so otherwise to what i do,
i'm just living with the fact that we may not be meant to be.
Wondering if it's even possible getting over you,
and i'm just wondering again if you're feeling,
the same unsaid and otherwise thing towards me...