Eman Awad

Am i to be loved by you a day,
and lost for your heart the other?
Know that if you walked away,
i will never love another..
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I won't take back what i already gave,
and if my heart beat once it'll till it dies.
This love i felt i'll take to my grave,
it will increase daily though your heart denys.
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In a long set of hearts,
only the minority settels.
Few get proper starts,
but all get endless battels.
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What are you to me?
for i knew i am in love.
A star and a reverie,
and those aren't enough.
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Walking in a total darkness,
reaching out for his hand.
That's the meaning of safty,
That's my love,
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This week i haven't wrote a single poem,
and i felt so alone surrounded by a crowd.
I felt like a stranger in my own home,
and no use if i screamed my pain out loud.
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My breath i'm not taking,
searching among people for your face.
My heart is breaking,
looking for you in every possible place.
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Finally, eighteen,
i was dying all my life to be at this age one day.
To me it was a dream,
but it's a dream that must come true any way.
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I'll be telling the whole world,
yes, he really broke my heart.
And once i was a happy girl,
but no more i am but torn apart.
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Stop feeding me lies,
Have you ever wished to make things right?
Have you ever thought of me for a moment?
Do i keep you up at night?
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The whisper seems like thunder,
but no matter how loud our differences are, we're fine.
And all the time, i wonder,
how come we make it through it all and you are still mine.
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DEAR LOVE,
I thought a thousand times before i write you this,
but it's only to make you see my lonliness.
Every day i lose more sanity,
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When i look back at the story of our love,
i find it very simple but it's honest and real.
I know it's not legendary but it's true enough,
i'm sure of your heart and touched how you feel.
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I stood there
i just stood still
at the line between life and death
at the line between truth and lies
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I knew friends and friends,
but real friendship is hard to find.
There is who lies and pretends,
and who says things invented by his mind.
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Standing on the highest mountain in my land,
glorious like the sun radiating cosmic lights.
The feeling i feel but i don't understand,
is nothing but the greatest love in all sights.
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How i wish to fly like a bird,
fly forever in the endless sky.
I sound so loud to be heard,
fly forever with no reason to cry.
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I never knew that goodbye,
is stonger than a gale.
I spend a long time trying to refrain.
My heart got soar and my face got pale,
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When i write your name next to mine,
and connect them with an arrow and a heart.
When every thing around me becomes a sign,
that if you ever left me i'll be torn apart.
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10-9-2006,
Maybe an ordinary day to you,
but it never was like that for me.
It was the birth of the most true,
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