The Story Of My Life. Poem by Lulu Muffin

there were once nights, when i would go to bed,
and cry myself to sleep.
feeling so longely, and unwanted
i felt as though life,
and the people living in it were fakes.

all i wanted was my family, a friend
someones shoulder to cry on,
someones hand to hold,
still i wasnt getting any closer.

the more and more i thought about life,
the closer i fell,
towards slipping in that hole.
that hole was so deep,
it was like that never ending tunnel,
where the train passes by occasionaly.

i didnt know what to do anymore,
everysingle thing i did,
was another mistake in your eyes.

you could have saved me,
you could have prevented
all of thise from happening in the first place,
if you would have showed me,
that one thing i always need,
the one thing i was always lacking;
love.
- drown me in pain and tears.