The Game I Play Poem by Gina Glaser

to see the world a different way
to have light and darkness its all the same
cant you see what you do to me
hate and love is the game i play
to hate everyone and not know why

it crazy they all say
but to fake it is just the same
to smile every second of the day is not my way
to fake my voice to sound happy when my world is on a rollercoaster of the past
i have to hide every thing

but the shadows of pain still find me every day
but i have to be faster its impossible
i hold it in to save the other i want to hurt

cant you just leave me be
know needs to know my secrate past
no one knows the whole story
no one can know

i need to run away
to get away
to save those who i love

but if i leave i hurt all
it a game i play
to save the people i love from my pain
my hate eats me up i want to kill those who i hate
but then those i love will hate me

hate is like fire play with it long enough you get burn
this is the game i play trying to win
but allways out of reach

how do i win when everone will get hurt
but i will live free of all my hurt
to be left to heal all my wounds the have been eating at me every day
so i jut stay the same and try not to die in the process.