Thank Poem by Sarah matthews

always alone.never there, story of my life.
Never able to help, always hurting, never did see why i was
so bad to be around. Never did understnad how he could
stand there and just let me drown in pain and not able to do anythin but lay there.

He stands there over my body not caring, holding her hand
instead of mine. Slit wrists and he could care less,
Never will I understand what I did to deserve this punishment.
Never could I see what I colud've done to make this so bad.

Not able to understand much and never anyone to ask why?
Never anyone there to say hi and goodybe or i'll miss you.
No one cares because nobody was ever there, even though
my life could've been a living hell never did i give up hope or faith,
and never will i. The one and only person who cared was there,
he was God.

The only one who always cared, who forgave and forgot,
The only one who truely would never do anything to hurt me,
and everything to help me, he died for me and he will always
be there for em and for him is the only man i will ever need.