Suicide Letter Poem by Stephanie Fleharty

i thought this would make things better
before i end it to write a letter

to tell all who thought they loved and cared
im sorry for not letting your feelings be spared

to everyone im sorry i couldnt be
what you wish i would be
i didnt think this is what would be a fate for me
but you have to understand why i had to leave

all those times you blamed me
for the things you know i didnt do
and all those times you came to me
wanting to talk our problems through
Every time i did something nice
you would tell me whats wrong,
and make me do it twice
all those times i was never good enough
i would cry cut and die inside
knowing nothing was good enough
even though i really tryed

i could lie and say i loved all of you
but since im gone i can say that isnt true
i didnt love but one of you
the one i loved turned out to commit suicide too.