Suicide Poem by justin harrington

Stairing into this mirror
with a hand full of pills
with a broken heart
and a mind to kill

i take the glass of water
and choke them down
lye down and sleep
never to be found

you ruined my life
now to ruin yours
with all this guilt
and painfull sores

all i ever wanted was to be loved
but you didn't care
now your all alone
knowing i'm not there

how does it feel
to feel the way i did
being traped in a bottle
with a closed lid