So this is where you left me, with the choice to kill,
If I run, it shows my weakness,
You know my fears,
Its time I learned so I will learn your fears,
If I run, I know you will follow, call to me everywhere you look,
You lost your pride, your joy,
When I turn up, you'll be all alone,
So come say goodbye, one last time,
As my coffin is lowered to a place you'll never see,
I took those pills to show I was not weak,
But it did what you feared, death came knocking and you let him in,
Blame yourself I don't care,
My Suicide is not the accident you claim it is,
Because you couldn't face reality,
I hated myself enough to die.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
i pray to god one day he gives me the precious, beautiful, and miraculous courage to end my life. it would make my family think of how sadistically, and maliciously they've treated me. i'd use violin strings.