Hiding Poem by Kayla Duf

I'm looking from side to side,
I can't seem to decide,
If only he could see the pain he is causing me,
I don't know how much longer I can fight,
He makes me so sad, I don't want to face the light,
My heart is broken, I'm wounded deeply,
I love him still but it's not the same,
I don't want to hurt him ever,
But he just doesn't seem to want the same things,
I want a family, but he just doesn't,
It's starting to get hard to breathe,
And I can't think of a way to end this now,
I fear I am in too deep,
I have fallen for his friend,
How do I say I'll love you forever,
But I just don't want you anymore,
Our dreams are not the same,
Not any more, I'm sorry,
I just can't deny my heart any longer,
It feels like it is going shatter,
And your going to keep all the pieces,
So now what do I do,
Now that I don't love you,
I just have to stop hiding from the truth,
I have to stop hiding and tell you the truth...