Songs Of Void - Xix Poem by Rajendra padhi

O My Dear,
All my emblazoned glory is flowers of twilight
Sails into moon light transmuting me into wind,
A vast silence of infinity would frighten your lips
Mock our love devouring, flinching and moaning,
I will be lost somewhere being the wish of nothing
You will sing plentiful numbers in bursting tears
A song of void I am imploring a vacuity of night.

O My Dear,
I have explored my existence in darkling moments
Miles of journey melts waiting for immortality,
A secret unfolded to none leads our feet astray
The warmth of pleasure vanish mutilating our life
Like my garden roses in the mouth of silken worms,
Contrary to truth we live in a mystic game unknown
Millions fade into sighs of obscurity in a black despair.

O My Dear,
I am shrunken in the horizon like the setting sun
My entire apotheoses are in a paroxysm of grief,
Still I am the buzzing bumble bee waiting for nectar
Locked in a hope to see spring after icy winter
Push all logic further wearing a mask on face,
Something higher than reason I will shine as star
Wait for god’s mercy being his wish to reborn,
My thoughts ripple on the waves of a golden bay
What is life! What is death! What is rebirth!
I can speak nothing before I am formless.