Someone Poem by Kayla Duf

Why do I do this to myself,
I was finally over him,
And now all I want to do is find someone just like him,
I don't want a relationship anymore,
I want someone who will be my friend,
Someone who won't boss me around,
Doesnt get all mad when they don't their way,
I'm looking for someone,
Who I believe doesnt exsist,
Why not just have meaningless sex,
It hurts way less, No need to give everything you got,
Just to feel your heart rip in two more everyday,
It feels like I wanna cry,
But I know I have to stay strong,
I love you with every fibre of my being,
But can I stay with you, Do I still want you,
Do I want to feel this anymore,
I know you love me, But I cant seem to understand,
When I say something about a another guy,
Its disrespectful but you can say whatever about my friends,
I cant believe you your such a hyprocrite
Are you the someone I've been looking for,
I dont think so, Not anymore,
I don't see a future with him,
Its with you, But I cant see anymore,
If you are the someone I've been looking for