So Cold Poem by Jennifer Gordon

With him I am warm.
But now that everything has gone up in flames
I went back to the old sames
I am not mad at the sun that has disappeared
nor the fact that she is apart of what I have feared.
I am mad at me.
Cause I saw it all and now they see
I'm mad that I let my heart defrost.
Cause now I am here at a loss.
While you got what you wanted and I am stuck with out you.
So I'm heated.
Figuratively, no longer literally.
cause my hearts flames are going cold.
Because you lied,
and I knew
Truth be told.
an it hurt more than you could ever know
Because I tell you the truth.
So why'd you get so bold?
why did you make my being cold?
It's the remnants of the burning flame that makes me this way.
No matter what you say.
Your words are no longer like air to me.
There lies! , Lies! I say.
It's truth and you know it.
This could have been avoided.
But now I am hollow.
There's a hole in my chest
and it's almost like there's no air to my breath
just having the past through,
a holding place for the air.
There's a ping in my chest
because you used to be there.
but the creature that took your place.
I need to talk to him face to face.