So Alone Poem by tina anderson

In the darkness, in the cold,
Feeling torn and feeling old,
Constant falling, constant pain,
Been betrayed and full of shame.

My innocence is trapped inside,
In between the hate and lies,
‘ Cause every word I speak is lost,
And what I love is all at cost.

When I try to fly I fall,
When Im hurt I cannot call,
Choking on the harmless air,
Choking just cause you don’ t care.

No longer can I run or hide,
I feel like facing suicide,
Im so confused and lost in life,
Searching for that single light.

My troubles will devour me,
And when I scream I know youll flee,
You never see my growing fears,
And once again ignore these tears.

There is no hope cause no one cares,
Ill never dream; I do not dare,
And when the darkness falls so deep
Grief and aching seem to reap,

I cannot see a light at all,
Or see when I’ m about to fall.
Thus, from now Ill feel alone,
Not merely when Im on my own.